dunnow laaa..

todaaay.. what eh?? merdeka day.. hopfully im a merdeka muslimah.. =)

lame gile x update blog ni.. but i think 4 today.. lain skit.. urm.. nak mrapoo je.. maybe can release x byk pown sikit pown ok laa somting yg brt kat my kepala ni.. huhuhu..

urmmm.. how eh??? btol laa kan org kate.. dunia ni like a roda.. urmm..

couple o kawan??
sdeeeyyyhh.. huhu.. if ak kate " ak n dia not couple laa.. but juz kawan bese"
persoalan yg brmain dlm otak ak skrg ni.. adakah pekataan couple tu yg x dbnrkan or perbuatan yg org brcople slalu buat?? the answer.. i think laa.. exactly laa perbuatan nye yg x dbnrkan.. urmm..

whats is da different btween org yg org yg brkepit sne sni dgn someone yg bkn ajnabi.. dgn org yg mngaku.. " ak x couple ngan die.. juz tman tp mesra.. kua2.. bese laa .." .. same or not???

but.. ak x tujukan kat sape.. actually ak tujukan at diri ak sndri.. ak takot.. urmm.. ntah laa.. dunnow how to story.. satu feeling yg sgt mmbuatkan ak srba slh..

ak try usaha.. but.. urmm.. hope die fhm why ak lyn die mcm tu.. bia laa die ase sakit skrg.. aiyooo.. ape yg ak mlalut ni..
Ak slalu tknkan prinsip ak..

" NO COUPLE B4 MARRIED"
hopfully .. my prinsip xkan trhenti dek hasutan syaitan..

ak bkn ape.. ak bkn lah seorang yg sgt bek.. sbb ak n bkn yg sgt baik laa ak risaw..

ak takot.. if ak brcople dgn seorg guys.. if dtkdrkan Allah dia bkn jodoh ak.. n ak akn brkahwin dgn llki lain.. ak akn mmbezakan suami ak ngan ex bf ak dulu.. apa hkm if kite membandingkan suami dgn orang lain??? BERDOSA right?? so that.. for me laa.. if kite x couple b4 maried.. sgt impossible if kite nak bndingkan hsbnd kite dgn llki lain..

tapi.. how2?? what can i do to make that one fhm ek?? alahaiii.. moga Allah prmudahkan sgl urusan..

but somtime..risaw jugak.. ak adalah mnusia bese.. sme mcm other person.. that their iman like a roda.. somtime trun n naik.. hop x laa.. n now.. juz can pray.. hopfully.. they can undrstnd me..

XPE LAH.. bia hilang cinta manusia.. Jgn lnyapkan cinta Allah..

Allah is the BEST PLANNER.. Dia lbeyh tahu apa yg trbaik 4 hamba-Nya..